When I am old I will be fabulous; Old Dame fabulous with poise, and grace, and a sarcastic wit. I will be mysterious, or at least mystifying. I will have bobbed silver hair, with one pure white piece in front that sets off my eyes. When I am old I will have soft crepey skin, and wrinkles that make me look wise. I will have energy that belies my years and hands that will betray them and I will show off my old hands with nails that are long and always polished.
When I am old I will command a room with my presence, and my warmth will envelop it. Young women will want to be like me when they are old, and young men will wish they had known me when I was young.
When I am old I will wear high heel shoes and complain about them. I will carry an elaborate cane which I wouldn't need if I didn't wear high heels. I will have lots of costume jewelry, and I will regularly wear too much of it at once in order to look grand.
When I am old I will curse. Mostly, I will curse softly under my breath, but sometimes I will curse loudly so as to shock people.
When I am old my children will still seek my advice and my grandchildren will follow it.
When I am old I will have framed pictures of me when I was young and beautiful. When people see those pictures they will say, "God, you were beautiful!" and I will smile proudly at them and say, "Thank you," because by then, I will know it is true.
When I am old I will have a very small dog named Patsy or Kipper. I will take this very small dog with me everywhere I go in a great big purse and I will feed it from my plate and it will hate everyone else but me.
When I am old I will live alone but not be lonely. I will have friends who are old and we will go to lunch and to the matinee and we will talk too loudly during intermission about our constipation. I will be a terrible gossip, but I will not have a reputation for being a gossip so my friends will still confide in me.
When I am old I will have to have a 'procedure.' Just a small procedure, but one that makes people worry so that I know they still love me. Once its all over, everything will be fine and afterwards, I will talk about my small procedure vaguely, so as not to be too morbid.
When I am old, I will be old, and not wish to be young again. I will drive a fancy car very slowly, and I will wear large sunglasses over my bifocals, and sometimes I will forget to take the sunglasses off.
When I am old I will be vain. I will wear too bright a shade of lipstick and carry a gold compact with a magnifying mirror in my purse. I will reapply my lipstick all day long so that people will see that I am still vain.
When I am old I will be eccentric but not crazy. I will sing and dance around my house and talk out loud to myself. I will read good books and go to the museum, and to the symphony where I will make noise with the candy I keep in my purse.
When I am old I will have money. I will spend that money on my grandchildren and when one of them has a big fight with their parents they will come and live with me, but not stay too long.
When I am old I will be inspiring because I will have lived a full life and people will see that I am still living it.
When I am old I will sing songs to my grand children that no one remembers, and some time my grandchildren will hear those songs somewhere else and think of me.
When I am old I will paint my toenails red. I will wear the same perfume every day and my granddaughters will never be able to wear that perfume because no one wants to smell like an old lady.
When I am old I will have a house that my children will not want to sell when I die. I will take ill in that house, and I will have a nurse named Peggy or Ginger and she will change my diapers, and call me 'Sug'. When I go, I will go quietly, but only after my children have said goodbye. I will not be afraid to die, but my children will be afraid to lose me. They will cry a lot at my funeral, and afterwards, they will go back to my house that they do not want to sell, and look at my pictures and laugh and tell each other my stories and say, "God, she was beautiful," because I was.
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4 comments:
Listen Sug, you are such a liar. When will you EVER like crepey skin and wrinkles? I know exactly what procedures you'll be having and they will be voluntary ones!
It's such a bummer that only when old people curse does everyone kind of smile and roll their eyes, but secretly wish they could have said the same thing. I seriously always envied my great grandma Fern and great grandpa Glen because of that. :)
PS-missed you at the pool this morning!
(For Louise)
Dearest Pot,
I am sorry I missed your call.
-Kettle
Love this! Amen and hallelujah sister! Good thing I plan to be REALLY old, so that when you are "old" we can still go to lunch :)
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